six feet tall and bullet proof
or at least that's what I thought.
believed it all,
down came the roof.
your word I completely bought.
shame on you,
shame on me
cause you're so long gone.
i won't blame you,
so don't blame me.
damn.
once more on my own
i gave my heart away,
no cost to you did i impart.
my love was free
but as of today
there's a hole in my heart.
yet love is free?
well from shit grows the rose.
so it is with love i suppose.
if love is free,
i'd rather pay God for some guarantee
no time for tears,
my heart's on the run.
oh, burn away the clouds of fear,
and break through sweet sun.
stop this constant pain;
too hard to take.
i want to grow in love again.
people can be so fake!
yes, mistakes were made
with loads of regret.
if love is free, as has been portrayed
why are these eyes so wet?
cause love isn't free
if it was, it is no more.
no, there's a price that's paid.
it's keeping score;
my heart left in shreds
what now?
well...
i tore off the rearview,
and i won't look back.
i'll keep moving forward
and stay on track.
must protect my heart
but...
how?
by remembering True Love flows free
right here; right now
true LUVWRX. Believe it!
4.15.2010
4.03.2010
3.04.2010
When All Is Said And Done
Here is a song by Matt Redman.
Listen friend, and when you're done, listen to it again.
Tune your life to Heaven's song today.
LUVWRX! Believe it.
Listen friend, and when you're done, listen to it again.
Tune your life to Heaven's song today.
LUVWRX! Believe it.
2.08.2010
How to Improve Your Decision-Making Skills
Decisions. Decisions.
Do you ever find yourself unable to settle on a choice? Is the comfort of knowing you're making the right decision eluding you right now? Why can't you just decide for goodness' sake?
This Ain't No Menu, Baby. This Is Real Life!
Sometimes trying to make a decision is like trying to open a child-proof medicine bottle with oil on my hands. I get so caught up in pros and cons that even the original issue can become cloudy. I'd like to possess the ability to see my choices clearly, pick the one best for me in that moment, and never, ever second guess myself. Sometimes I get it right. But there are times when I seem frozen in indecision.
Ironically, I talk alot about choice. Choosing can be automatic it seems, and we do it constantly on a daily basis. Yet there are moments when a particular decision can have far-reaching implications, involving the well-being of others.
I also speak about how meditation has helped me to find clarity and peace while I ponder an issue. It can be a great source of comfort to listen for God-breathed answers while waiting on a God-sized response to my need. Then, if I'm not paying attention, I catch myself just staring at a menu. Just staring... like I'm in some state of menu meditation, when I come to the realization that it has been more than a few minutes. The party I am with are all looking at me with their silly grins while my eyes are glazed over like Krispy-Kreme doughnuts. You know what I'm saying? I'm in a real dilemna. The kind that, to take too long in deciding, can get me run over in traffic. No kidding.
Faith. Hope. Love.
Beloved, decision making need not be a struggle, no matter the gravity of my situation. To have certainty in my choices can be a reality, free of pain and sleep loss. The very same One who guides me to the point of decision, is the same One who guides me to the correct choice. The same One who guides me out of on-coming traffice, is the same One who in the blink of a sugar-coated eye, provides peace in all circumstances.
It takes faith to believe that I am led to the tipping point as surely as I am provided a way to escape a tumble. I have a hope that all my steps are accounted for, and that hope rests in the knowledge that God has never abandoned me. When I leave my struggle in his capable hands, the Peace of the Spirit of Christ settles over my issue. When this is accomplished, his Love compels me to forget my struggle, and to remember that others face greater challenges than I.
The Love of Christ sustains me...
No matter how serious my decision may be, the Love of Christ sustains me. Whether I am choosing between the sushi or the hamburger; trying again or quitting; leaving or staying; I can know that my decision is best when I let Christ in on the process, and choose to partner with him. Remember these words the next time a decision becomes a challenge (even if it's only a menu choice.) They were spoken by Jesus, the Christ to those who needed to hear it. I know I did. God bless your decisions.
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." Matthew 11:28-30 NIV
LUVWRX! Believe it.
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Do you ever find yourself unable to settle on a choice? Is the comfort of knowing you're making the right decision eluding you right now? Why can't you just decide for goodness' sake?
This Ain't No Menu, Baby. This Is Real Life!
Sometimes trying to make a decision is like trying to open a child-proof medicine bottle with oil on my hands. I get so caught up in pros and cons that even the original issue can become cloudy. I'd like to possess the ability to see my choices clearly, pick the one best for me in that moment, and never, ever second guess myself. Sometimes I get it right. But there are times when I seem frozen in indecision.
Ironically, I talk alot about choice. Choosing can be automatic it seems, and we do it constantly on a daily basis. Yet there are moments when a particular decision can have far-reaching implications, involving the well-being of others.
I also speak about how meditation has helped me to find clarity and peace while I ponder an issue. It can be a great source of comfort to listen for God-breathed answers while waiting on a God-sized response to my need. Then, if I'm not paying attention, I catch myself just staring at a menu. Just staring... like I'm in some state of menu meditation, when I come to the realization that it has been more than a few minutes. The party I am with are all looking at me with their silly grins while my eyes are glazed over like Krispy-Kreme doughnuts. You know what I'm saying? I'm in a real dilemna. The kind that, to take too long in deciding, can get me run over in traffic. No kidding.
Faith. Hope. Love.
Beloved, decision making need not be a struggle, no matter the gravity of my situation. To have certainty in my choices can be a reality, free of pain and sleep loss. The very same One who guides me to the point of decision, is the same One who guides me to the correct choice. The same One who guides me out of on-coming traffice, is the same One who in the blink of a sugar-coated eye, provides peace in all circumstances.
It takes faith to believe that I am led to the tipping point as surely as I am provided a way to escape a tumble. I have a hope that all my steps are accounted for, and that hope rests in the knowledge that God has never abandoned me. When I leave my struggle in his capable hands, the Peace of the Spirit of Christ settles over my issue. When this is accomplished, his Love compels me to forget my struggle, and to remember that others face greater challenges than I.
The Love of Christ sustains me...
No matter how serious my decision may be, the Love of Christ sustains me. Whether I am choosing between the sushi or the hamburger; trying again or quitting; leaving or staying; I can know that my decision is best when I let Christ in on the process, and choose to partner with him. Remember these words the next time a decision becomes a challenge (even if it's only a menu choice.) They were spoken by Jesus, the Christ to those who needed to hear it. I know I did. God bless your decisions.
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." Matthew 11:28-30 NIV
LUVWRX! Believe it.
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2.01.2010
1.20.2010
I Am Not Afraid
Many of us are currently so ensnared by the grip of regret; some sort of fear-based, guilt-ridden, I did it again-type way of seeing our situation, that this "grip" has us literally immobilized. I want you to say to that Beloved, "I am not afraid!"I am not afraid.
I am also not afraid to say to the darkness that, "I know who I am in the process of becoming. The dream of my Father will come to pass!"
We are created by and through Christ, who is the very nature of God. We are created with the same nature, and we can realize more of our purpose when we listen to (and live out) Christ through his Word in Micah 6:8, which states, "He has showed you, O man, what is good. And what does the Lord require of you? To act justly and to love mercy and to walk humbly with your God."
Whoever you are, wherever you're from, your God says that when you show kindness and justice, when you offer grace and acceptance, and when you set aside judgement and present genuine forgiveness through Love, all is well. Do this child, and you will see the "grip" loosen, the chains weaken, and the darkness (ego) drop its head in shame as it finds itself in the Presence of real Love.
Love is all we need.
Never believe the lies you hear, especially the ones you hear yourself saying. You are Loved. You are forgiven. You are accepted as you are. And you are so special that all you need to do right now is let go, and fall back into his Loving arms.
You are good!
There... don't you feel better now?
LUVXRX! Believe it.
1.09.2010
It All Starts With Me
Don't look outward
for the answer
to the dilemna.
The answer lies inside.
Don't look at others
for a place to point the blame.
There is no one to blame.
Looking outside
instead of going within
is an ego thing anyway.
It all starts with me.
I am the interpreter
of my experience.
I am the creator
of my reality.
It all starts with me.
It's not all about me.
It just all starts with me.
Truth.
Lies.
Illusions.
What do I see?
What am I looking for?
How will this day
be described
when it's done?
Whether good
or bad,
it's up to me.
My focus
is on improving me.
I look inside
to see the real me.
Because...
it all starts with me.
I look inside
where no mask
can disguise
the real me.
No pretending.
No defending.
No mind game.
Inside.
In the midst of me.
In the deep place.
That's where the truth,
my truth resides.
Deep inside
I know that...
it all starts with me.
So...
Who am I?

for the answer
to the dilemna.
The answer lies inside.
Don't look at others
for a place to point the blame.
There is no one to blame.
Looking outside
instead of going within
is an ego thing anyway.
It all starts with me.
I am the interpreter
of my experience.
I am the creator
of my reality.
It all starts with me.
It's not all about me.
It just all starts with me.
Truth.
Lies.
Illusions.
What do I see?
What am I looking for?
How will this day
be described
when it's done?
Whether good
or bad,
it's up to me.
My focus
is on improving me.
I look inside
to see the real me.
Because...
it all starts with me.
I look inside
where no mask
can disguise
the real me.
No pretending.
No defending.
No mind game.
Inside.
In the midst of me.
In the deep place.
That's where the truth,
my truth resides.
Deep inside
I know that...
it all starts with me.
So...
Who am I?
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